Smile:)

The consolation

2011-11-20T19:01:00.000+08:00

Next to music, books are the best thing for you to run away from reality :)

And now, who should I believe?

2011-11-14T21:38:00.000+08:00

我应该相信爱钱如命的她，还是该相信嗜赌如命的他？

Where?

2011-11-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

Perhaps all you want is a simple, harmonious family with down-to-earth parents. I'm sorry, that's quite impossible.
Nowadys even Simplicity can be a dream!

2011-11-11T19:40:00.000+08:00

Life is too ironic, it takes sadness to know what happiness is, noise to appreciate silence and absence to value presence.

2011-11-11T11:13:00.000+08:00

Let your soul be gnawed by desolation

Happy Birthday?

2011-08-13T12:38:00.000+08:00

I was starting my report writing when I looked up at my calendar to check out the date. 13/8, then a sudden realization struck me, it's my birthday! The lunar birthday of course, the 14th day of the 7th lunar month. It's a tradition that my family has always been practicing, that all my family members only celebrate their birthdays according to the lunar calendar. Therefore, my birthday falls on different day ever year. And I bet no one's aware that it's m birthday today( I myself don't even remember:) ) Well, my mom did wish me happy birthday three days ago, but she remembered the wrong day:)

Well, I can't believe that I'm 18 already!!! How time flies!!!( I feel old now...) I wish I'm back to childhood but I guess that'll never happen:(

2011-06-11T00:30:00.003+08:00

Despite many reasons that support the death penalty, I still think that death penalty should be abolished!!!
Well, taking away a life is morally wrong,worse still when two lifes are taken away. I don't think that one can take revenge on the criminal by killing him. An eye to an eye makes the world blind, everyone has the right to turn over a new leaf, isn't it?
Maybe it's un fair to the victims, but by sentencing the perpetrators to death will not bring the victims to life again. I believe there can be alternative punishments for the criminers other than death sentence.

Take me away!

2011-06-10T21:35:00.000+08:00

A friend in need is a friend indeed.
It doesn't really matter how many friends I have or how popular I am. After all, it's the quality of the friendships that matter the most.
Who cares if I have so many friends and yet none of them will be there for me when I needed them. Maybe that's the reason why I cherish my friendships so much, because I know they are the ones who really take me to their heart and I can't afford to lose them.
So, please be treasure your friendships. If they leave you, just let them go. There's no point of pleading them back, after all, time will tell who are your true friends.

2011-02-17T18:41:00.000+08:00

2010-11-27T22:11:00.003+08:00

I could hardly remember my dreams in clarity. However, I had a vivid memory of my last night's dream.

I dreamed of the word "SCAFFOLD" and it was the only thing I remembered in the end. Funny it was, the first thing I did when I got up was asking myself "What the hell is SCAFFOLD?" It was so impactful that the image basically flashed across my mind and I found myself mumbling the word when I opened my eyes.

It seemed so weird that I would probably remember it for quite some time. Does it symbolise anything?

2010-11-27T21:18:00.001+08:00

A weird dream

2010-11-25T15:04:00.005+08:00

Honestly speaking, I really evny those who can write and know how to express their feelings.

Anyway, today I've successfully forced myself to wake up at 9. Had my breakfast at Macdonald's and did my homework there until 2. Then went off.

I've finally finished downloading the movies for my Chinese Literature assignments, 'The Matrix' and 'Farewell My Concubine'(《霸王别姬》). The downloading speed really 'amazed' me, it took 2 days to download them.

Got flute lessons at 7, so got to pratice later on. Now I think myself as an irresponsible learner. I've been slacking since 3 wks ago and didn't even make a single pratise within the 3 wks. No wonder I'm progressing much slower than the rest of the students in my flute class.

2010-11-24T19:48:00.001+08:00

《素颜》

又是一个安静的晚上
一个人窝在摇椅里乘凉
我承认这样真的很安详
和楼下老爷爷一样

听说你还在搞什么原创
搞来搞去好像也就这样
不如花点时间想想
琢磨一下模样

今夜化了美美的妆
(我相信是很美美的装)
我摇晃在舞池中央
(那种体态可以想象)
我做我的改变又何必纠结
那就拜托别和我碰面

如果再看你一眼
是否还会有感觉
当年素面朝天要多纯洁就有多纯洁
不画扮熟的眼线
不用抹匀粉底液
暴雨天照逛街
偷笑别人花了脸

如果再看你一眼
是否还会有感觉
最真实的喜怒哀乐全都埋葬在昨天
不掺任何的表演
轰轰烈烈那几年
我怀念别怀念
怀念也回不到从前

Lemon Tree

2010-11-09T16:41:00.002+08:00

I'm sitting here in a boring room,
It's just another rainy Tuesday afternoon.
I'm wasting my time,
I've got nothing to do.

Indeed, I'm a sucker.

温暖，仅只八分钟

2010-11-07T14:46:00.003+08:00

花了一夜的时间读完夏茗悠的《八分钟的温暖》，然后发现自己几近疯狂地喜欢上她的作品。

也不止一次被那温暖却又带着浅浅忧伤的文字所感动。

字字句句，就像初冬雪白的雾霭，始终萦绕在心中的某个角落。仿佛那带给我的是一种强烈的震撼, 心里某个角落被深深触动......

《八分钟的温暖》经典语录

[一] 　　该怎么去形容自己身处的这个世界呢？

　　无论多么漫长的时光都只是一场冗长的闭幕式，俏皮的序曲与轻松的过程都不知所踪。

　　就像夕阳在暮霭中所作的盛大告别，炫目如斯，但不管是渐渐从暗红霞光后脱颖而出的冷蓝色天空，还是明显越来越占上风的萦绕周身的凉意，都在揭示这场告别式海市蜃楼的本质。哪怕是能以光年丈量的欢愉，也只是广角镜拉扯营造的幻觉而已。

　　应该就是这样吧。

　　每次稍一开怀，心里就掠过惶惶不安。

为了无视这不安，所以要更努力地微笑。

[二]

你往与她相反的方向走出的距离那么漫长。

漫长得似乎已经回不去了。

中间的广袤地带，时光在黑暗中交错成荒芜的坟场。

可是，却总有那样看不见摸不着的纤细丝线维系着你和她的关联。

[三]

我不知道你一个人在黑夜里走过了怎样冗长又单调的路程。

我怎么也想不到重逢会让所有人遍体鳞伤。

巨大的树木在我们面前投下大片大片歹毒的阴影。

请告诉我，什么时候才能走出这片黑色森林，重新找到……

找到从亿万光年外历尽千辛万苦来到我们身边的，温暖而美好的光线。

[四]

即使最初将他和你限定在这种身份里的维系已经早不存在，也还能倚仗惯性按照恒定轨道运行下去。

按照恒定轨迹往前走。已经走过那么漫长的距离。

漫长得转身都回望不见最初的原点。漫长得好像再也回不去了。

中间的广袤地带，时光在黑暗中交错成荒芜的坟场。

可是，却总有那样看不见摸不着的纤细丝线维系着你和她的关联。

[五]

心脏里好像有什么血液之外的液体渗了进去，酸的或者咸的，灰的或者白的，纯净的或者混合的……

把原有的空间全部涨满了。

凝滞在几步外的树影纵横交错如掌心的曲线，风吹过时就变得含混杂乱，失去了原有的姿态。

[六]

未来还是要继续前行的，哪怕你的身影已经被抛向远远的后面，缩小成一个卑微的黑点，

又抽象成一条寂寞的地平线。

天与地，原本在地平线的尽头一分为二，如今因为雨水的作用连成一体。

天与地，像黑与白一样界线分明。

厚重的积雨云层上有我们无法感知的阳光。

[七]

这个世界本来就一分为二，光线所及的区域与光线未及的区域。

当我走进阴影里去领奖时，你正作为等待发言的体育部长站在楼梯上的阳光里，

擦肩的一瞬间我竟愚蠢地以为那些光线是为我存在，纵情享受了片刻温暖。

无论是在真实还是虚构的世界，谁的眼睛都不会发生偏差——

漂亮的，聪明的，光彩照人的我。

　　平凡的，普通的，看似单纯的你。

可是……

夕夜缓慢抬起眼睑，看向颜泽，摇了摇头，丧失血色的嘴唇一张一合：“没事。”

面对你的时候，我的心理，说出来谁也不会相信。

[八]

L-ether— —《时间》

　　秋天的落叶铺满了那条街

　　斜阳下你和她美丽的画面

　　曾经你微笑总绵延不绝

　　无限的体贴给我无尽的一切

　　曾经说爱我如灯不灭

　　如今再见那份温柔对她在重演

　　曾经说爱我一生不变

　　此去经年诺言像风筝断线

　　许多年什么都改变

　　声音在耳边怎能假装听不见

　　曾经快乐无限

　　为什么现在却视而不见

　　借口无份无缘

　　世上没有永恒誓言

…… ……

[九]

—— 如果太阳此刻熄灭光芒，地球上的人要八分钟后才知道。

—— 太阳熄灭光芒后的这八分钟，会和往常一样温暖。直到真正的黑暗降临那一刻，所有人都不会觉察这只是虚幻的温暖。

对于一部分人来说。

也许是略带恐怖色彩的感伤话题。

[十]

在你开始觉察的时候，在你开始留恋的时候，在你开始懂得它多么重要的时候。

它早就离开了。

[十一]

你所感受到的全部温暖，都只是一场冗长的闭幕式，一段愉悦的安可曲。

夕阳在暮霭中所作的盛大告别，炫目如斯。

[十二]

冷蓝色的天空渐渐从暗红霞光后脱颖而出，萦绕周身的凉意越来越占上风，哪怕是能以光年丈量的欢愉，也只是广角镜拉扯营造的幻觉而已。

一切结束在开始之前

[十三]

如果说贺新凉的世界里，黑的反面是绝对的白，那么季霄的世界就是被黑白之间广袤的灰色地带覆盖的。含混。模糊。不确定。不清晰。让人无法轻松。

[十四]

因为心里装着一个固有轮廓，所以你不会明白，最终随岁月荏苒消失无踪的是哪个字？而哪个字又深深地埋藏在了心里？
在结局轰然而至前，你没能明白。

[十五]

谢谢你一直没有向我揭示这幕反转剧。

A Brand New Start

2010-11-07T14:43:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna start blogging again.

That's it.

2010-08-23T17:24:00.001+08:00

Why can't you just shut your a*ses up! You F**king bitches!

2010-08-01T20:49:00.002+08:00

First of all, "Happy Birthday Shannon!", although you may not see it.

I still remembered Shannon's mother's thought provoking words now. I should be glad for what I have and appreciate them. There are so many less fornutated people and they have such a small stand in this world. So I shall not complain about my life being such a miserable one, and cherish what I have because I don't want to be regretful if they are all gone one day.

2010-08-01T12:25:00.001+08:00

I think I've got used to using Blogger now.

2010-07-18T20:00:00.001+08:00

Being alive isn't such a big deal after all.

It's the begining of a new journey

2010-06-06T20:38:00.002+08:00

I've just come back from Korea. It was such an enjoyable trip and I'm sure that I'll be going to Korea again! The streets are filled with hot guys and sexy girls! I just love everything there, especailly their Kimchi~
I'll be going back to school tomorrow, to attend the last spec course lesson before my actual spec course starts on Tuesday.
apparently I'll be busy for the whole week , after my spec course I have to go for project meeting. I need to rush my English script and my Geography project so that I can go back to China next week. I think I'm having a time crisis now... sigh...

2010-05-27T17:30:00.001+08:00

Korea!~

^0^

make love with a rat to get a cat

2010-05-19T20:14:00.002+08:00

It makes me wonder if it is worthy or not.

I started to doubt if I still have that confidence and faith within myself.

Now disappointment is my companion.

2010-05-17T20:04:00.001+08:00

：Had potato chips for dinner

—，—

Changeling

2010-04-09T20:55:00.003+08:00

I've decided to change a little bit of myself, like taking things positively and etc. I've decided not to be bothered by what other people have said about me. I am whom I chose to be, not anyone else. I chose to ignore those who aren't pleased with me, it's not becuse I'm compromised, but just learning how to forgive.

But first of all, I've something to rant up before my change, and here it goes:

"Fuck My Life!" Why are so many things happening at the same time!?

Why nobody udersmetands me? Why did you judge the book by it's cover? You didn't even read the book, did you?

And you belived her, those groteaque distortions of truth? WTF! You made me think that my life's totally a mess! And 'YOU' too! I've tolerated, but what did you do? You just don't seem to make my life easy. You're so great! You've made him to believe you.

So you think I'm very unappreciative? Well, Bravo! You're totally correct!
You just don't seem to know me well, and I'll make you know me better now. Yes, I'm an unappreciative person, so don't take things for granted!

Now I've to fight for my way and right. I'm telling you now that I'm not going to tolerate you all anymore.

Don't think that I'll not make it without you all. I'm independent and I don't need you anymore. I'll prove you that I can live without you all. Just wait and see!

Such A Wonderful Day

2010-04-02T19:38:00.003+08:00

I had a shopping spree with my dearest pal today :).
Ironically, she and I have known each other for almost three years and it was our first time going on a shopping together.

Anyway it was a pretty good time for me. I bought a pair of new shoes, after much attempts at trying the shoes, and I finally made up my mind on which one I should buy. They were black again, I can't believe that my love for black bordered on obsession. I got a pair of denim skirt, it was my first time buying such kind of skirt and it cost me $33! Well, I would have expected it to be expansive, the cost of living has increased nowadays, so there should be no suprise at the cost of the skirt. That was why I did't have a single spasm of hesitation when buying the skirt.

We bumped into some of our classmates at the shopping centre and had a little chat. When we decided to go home at around 5pm and our dearest HX told me that she was going to the toilet, so I accompanied her to the washroom. While on the way back to the MRT station, I spotted this lovely dress and I felt a strong desire of wanting it. So I spent again. I managed to pursuade HX to get one too(cuz they said it was 2 for $40). So we both had one of the same dresses. She got the green one and I took the orange one. Colorful right? Althougt I was overwhelmed by the dress, somehow I still felt my hert bleeding when I paid for the dress. Afterwards I went to Popular to get myself some colour pens and a note pad. And I couldn't believe that I'd spent almost a hundred dollars! Such a spendthrift I am!

I shall never spend again! I promise! (Cross my heart!)

Let it go with the wind

2010-04-01T15:28:00.006+08:00

I've always wondered, if one could find his identity in life?

But first of all, what does life mean? The process of approching to death from the day we were born? When talking about life, I'll always associate it with sufferings, pains and confusions. Is that all that life has given to us? Sure not! Of course I'm not saying that life's full of sufferings. Well, life is something abstract, we can't give it a clear definition. I don't deny that there are still something good about life. Love, passion, ambitions and suchlike. It's just that we suffer more that we enjoy. At least I think so.

Maybe you'll think that I"m too pessimistic about life. Or maybe I just don't get used to the real world that I'm living in, maybe I've been living in my little dream world which is full of happiness and enjoyment.

If it really is, then I think I got to do something about it.

Afterall, maybe I'll still be wondering about life, just like how I always do.

2010-03-15T13:38:00.001+08:00

Can anyone tell me how to

socialize with other people?

2010-03-15T08:50:00.002+08:00

Why am I waking up so early in the morning? It's HOLIDAY now!
I still remember how reluctant I was to get out of my bed during school days...

So, like yesterday, I woke up at 8.30 and rushed to toilet to pee... and I found that my father has already left for Vietnam. Sigh... I'd agreed to send him to the airport, but I think I overslept? So, I was just thinking If I wanted to go to the library, It has always been a conducive environment for doing homework. Maybe I will go there 5 or 10 minutes early, you just don't know how horric it is to find a table, as you'll find all the tables being occupied. If you're lucky, you might find someone that are willing to share the table with you...

So, get the snatch stated!

2010-03-14T09:10:00.002+08:00

Life's been a paradise when you can do whatever you like. Slouching on the sofa, reading your farvourite book, or listening to those POP music and singing like no one's business.

Anyway, there's my very first English tuition lesson at 10am, and my father woke me up at 8.30, telling me that it was already 9.30. So i woke up 1 and 1/2 hours earlier. I had an aweson breakfast, though it was just a bowl of oat cooked by my Dad. After having my breakfast, i had my bedroom tidied up, cuz i probably didn't want my tuition teacher to be amazed by the mess in my room :).

And so I was blogging for 30 minutes before my lesson starts, and then I received my teacher's message, telling me that she had to postpone the lesson to some other day cuz she's sick. So does that mean I will have the entire morning to blog? Well, since the lesson's cancelled, I shall start doing my homework then.

2010-03-12T21:11:00.001+08:00

I say FUCK!

2010-03-05T20:30:00.001+08:00

Life's Not Always Easy

That's What My Math Teacher Always Says

2010-03-03T19:15:00.002+08:00

Will it be a big deal

if I am not as good as

all of you think ?

2010-02-14T18:56:00.002+08:00

I hate festival

I hate being alone on a festival

I hate being alone, and yet It's a festival

2010-02-11T21:10:00.001+08:00

FML!!!!!

What's the point of being hardworking

when you don't reap what you sow!

2010-02-08T17:49:00.003+08:00

To my Dearest Grandpa,

Now you have gone, and no matter how I cry, my tears don't hold you back. I know that you were the best man in the world. You gave me the best thing which the others did not, and that was your love. At times you might be fierce, but most of the time your were lovely, kind and selfless. You were the sun, which lightened up my world. You gave me hope that I'd been craving for. But now, you choose to leave. You gave up your life, and let the wings of death scatter us apart. How can you bear it to leave me alone! So cruel of you that you weren't offerring me a chance to say farewell to you. How cruel of you!

As I believe, Aparting is for the reunion of our souls. So don't be afriad, for both me and you. Although we were apart from each other, your soul is forever with me.

For the last time that I'm saying goodbye to you. I miss you.

May the God be with you...

目标！

2010-01-12T20:01:00.002+08:00

目标：存钱/赚钱去国外旅行！

期限：两年内！

想去的地方：欧洲、美洲，非洲也行！

想完成的事：购物、尝美食、看风景，拍照！

GO！GO！加油！加油！加油！

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2009-12-31T20:57:00.002+08:00

貌似很坚强、其实比谁都要脆弱
貌似很开心、可是笑容背后的哀伤谁又能懂...

他们很害怕孤单
因为一个人的时候
他们会觉得很没安全感

其实很多时候
90后的这一类人都很敏感
都很容易猜疑

一个眼神、一个动作
都会让他们神经兮兮一整天

其实很多时候
90后的这一类人都在感伤
不是他们多愁善感
只是容易触景生情罢了

90后的这些人喜欢用文字来刻写他们的心情
这也是他们的一种寄托方式...

其实很多时候
90这一类人都处在矛盾之中
是继续还是暂停？
是放弃还是坚持？
看似感性的他们
却往往于最后...
总是让理性驾驭整个思维...

其实很多时候
这一类人总是活在过去
他们总是不经意地在现在的生活中找一些似曾相识的感觉
虽然他们自我约定要忘记过去
可是他们忘了...
过去早以在脑海根深蒂固...

其实很多时候
90后的这一类人害怕看见别人的甜蜜
不是嫉妒
只是会觉得和以前的自己好像
然后会陷入整个回忆
待过往的疼痛唤醒自己的意识
再一个人慢慢舔舐自己的伤口...

其实很多时候
90后这一类人都很执著
有时候不明白他们在坚持着什么
他们是在期待那个没有结局的故事的结局还是在等待更大的伤害
他们就是傻

90后这一类人
缺点太多
脾气太臭、不仅任性、而且敏感多疑
所以要么不要靠近他们
要么就用真心对待他们
因为他们的心脆得很
你们伤不起...

90后的我们就是傻子，最傻的傻子...甚至不知道未来到底还有多远。。。。。
不论和多少人在一块，手机总挂着QQ，一堆人聚在一块，一人一台手机，各玩各的
同学聚会必修的两个项目：吃饭，KTV
小孩都开始叫自己叔叔或者阿姨了

永远寂寞，不管你是一人独处时，还是身在人群当中
就像那首歌中唱的一样，孤单，是一个人的狂欢，狂欢，是一群人的孤单
没那么愤青了，遇到不公的时候，会告诉自己，社会就是这样

可以不看电视，但电脑是必需品
出门蹦达必带三件宝：手机，钥匙，钱
永远不知道钱花哪了，没怎么吃，没怎么穿

消极，拒绝长大。不喜欢被人说成熟.
熟人面前是话唠，生人面前一言不发
爱好中必定有一项是睡觉
成天泡在网上，又不知道做什么好。
最常说的一句话是“无聊”,尽管他们在网络上花去了大把时间。

饿了就吃，经常早饭午饭并在一起吃
打字的手法相当不准确，但还是打的很快
凌晨12点前和很少会入睡
什么都可以“随便”，因为没那么多时间，也不在意那么多的事情

毫无理由没有资本的高傲，骨子里却自卑，期待肯定，期待认可，被讨厌做人失败的时候连说话的勇气都没有。
觉得别人不可能了解自己，并以此作为对别人不屑的理由。
因为别人都恋爱了所以自己就恋爱了，更多的是练爱而不是恋爱，然后连自己都开始怀疑曾经对爱情的坚持。

曾经以为一辈子陪在身边的朋友，某天某月，就突然发现他们都不见了
午夜醒来，才愕然发现，从来都是只有自己一个人
人越成长，越容易孤单

90后的我们，有很多的梦想，有的实现了有的破灭了。
90后的我们，有的出名，有的默默无闻。
90后的我们，挣扎过彷徨过，还是挺过来了。
90后的我们，退去青春年幼的稚嫩，开始适应社会大家庭。

我们的心里都很清楚，我们经历了太多太多。
曾不顾一切的追求过的，后来变的一文不值得。父母曾百般阻挠的事，直到自己受伤，才明白，父母原来是对的。
曾无数次的问过自己，为什么活着？到后来，已经懒得的去想活着的意义。

可现在却为了工作而后悔没有好好听老师讲课，我们失去的太多，哭泣的太多，孤独的太多，现在也明白了太多，后悔了太多>

2009-12-31T20:39:00.001+08:00

Hey! I'm waiting now, waiting for Year 2009 to end.

The Northern Lights

2009-12-29T15:46:00.004+08:00

For the lights for remains
for the white and for the names
Rest assured
by your old intentions
To afford all the sites
and the weight
for the filghts
rest assured by your old intentions
Going ran Going ran before
the slide show ends
with the rain you return
all the pounds that you burned
then you wait for the old intentions
Going ran Going ran before
the slide show ends and away
Going run Going run befor
the slide show and then away and return
too amazed not to learn
Rest assured and beside
the northern lights in July
For the sounds that made you awake
and the Swedish bread that was
one day arranged
like your old intentions
like your old intentions
like your old intentions

2009-12-28T21:01:00.005+08:00

I think I need a ray of sunlight

to light up my world, my dream and my hope

I think I need a moment of smile

just to forget what you've done to me

I think I need a second of time

to re-think again, whether it's worth of it or not

I think I need to slow down for a while

to take a clear look, and I'll realize who are those that have always been loving me, supporting me and guilding me through

Maybe I was wrong

Maybe I was blind for a moment

Maybe I have taken things for granted

And that's why I've ended up here with what I'm now

I have no right to blame

I have no right to complain

I have no right to ask for more

Cuz this is my life, I have to accept the truth

Betrayers!

2009-12-18T23:55:00.001+08:00

Jealousy is the KILLER of Friendship!

Agree with me?

2009-12-15T00:38:00.003+08:00

BIG MOUTH you better watch out!

and STOP SPREADING THE RUMOUR AROUND !

2009-12-11T11:42:00.002+08:00

Going to get my textbks, my father has been urging me to get this done from very long time ago...

Later go fetch Aunt home and i'll go work till nitght...

2009-12-11T00:22:00.005+08:00

Erm....what happened today? I can't quite remember.

But just one incident to highlight:

This evening, an auntie came to me and told me that my bag was unzipped, and everyone saw my belongings... and the security uncle kept my bag in the cupboard. I was scared cuz my camera was inside my bag! What if they took away my camera!? And all my photos that I'd taken with Joan, Shafiqah n Eunice!!! So I rushed to the security room and retrieved back my bag. Fortunately, everything was inside... Ps: I was wondering how the security guard knew that I'm the bag owner...

Anyway, I'm glad that nothing was missing... 嘿嘿~:D

2009-12-10T00:36:00.001+08:00

Idiots, Iodits,Iodits! All Of You Are Idoits! HaHa~~~

Stop saying you like it when you are not taking it!

2009-12-08T20:45:00.004+08:00

Always feeling Ups n Downs
Today was just another Super NORMAL + BORING Day!
Went sch for contintigent training, and found out that the training was rather boring.
Wasted a lot of time on sizing, and then praticed the formation under the scorching sun
I felt like i was melting under the sun :(

After that had lunch with Wugui n Wanling, talked cock n then i went home
Praticed my flute n I cried... Don't ask me, I want to know why too...
Maybe cuz I miss my lost times.....
Anyway, still went for flute lesson.

Nothing more to say, it's just a normal day for me.

Byeeee...

Wish You Won' t Be Having A Nightmare...

2009-12-08T14:19:00.001+08:00

Only until now, I realize that I have been living in such a small world!

2009-12-07T14:02:00.002+08:00

There's something I don't want to say

There's something that are hard to say

There's something I can't say...

All I have to do is to zip up my mouth , and pretend that nothing has happened.

2009-12-06T20:48:00.002+08:00

I kept on singing "The Twelve Days Of Christmas" today while working. I think I'm going to know how to sing all the christmas songs after being working @ ROBINSON for 2 months! Now my mind was filled with all those christmas songs n I've gotten sick of them...

Had lunch with Shafiqah and Eunice @ the staff canteen, I punched my card half an hour before I finished my food, 嘿嘿, so I had 1 hr of break when I was supposed to have only 1/2 hr of break.

Knocked off at 6, I'm so tired... reached home at 7.30 n went to grandpa's house for dinner

PS: Today was my grandpa's BD but he fell down in his room and was sent to hospital, can't celebrate his BD with him...

2009-12-06T00:59:00.003+08:00

Worked full shift today
After days, I have used to stand for 12 hrs
Had my lunch with 3 other colleagues at subway
OMG, i just love having lunch with them so that we can gossip amongst us
After that, i worked until 7.30 n i went to e staff canteen to have my cookies
Then it was a few hrs of waiting n i finally knocked off...

so tired... but still need to write e 200 words of reflection...T_T

PS: i love chatting with Ah Poh n Yue Xing, they r so funny(i'm funnier), we just couldn't stop lauging...

2009-12-04T19:24:00.002+08:00

1. 贱人永远都是贱人，就算经济危机了，你也贵不了！

2. 玩感情? 我会让你哭的很有节奏...

3. 如果你看到面前的阴影，别怕，那是因为你的背后有阳光。

4. 遇事要先从自己身上找原因，别一拉不出屎就怪地球没有吸引力？

5. 和人接触的时间越长，我就越喜欢狗，狗永远是狗，人有时候不是人！
6. 别在分手的时候和我说：“其实你很好” 草，那你还甩我？　　
　　
7. 我等待你的关心，等的关上了心...

8. 不要吹牛B、请把牛B还给牛、因为牛也需要性生活！

9. 我们只有一个地球，所以你要爱护地球；地球上只有一个我，所以你也要爱护我！

10. 开心了就笑，不开心了就过会儿再笑！

11. 啊~没事，就是清明上坟的时候，突然想起你，为什么那么多人死，你还不死呢？

12. 那些人旳名字, 有些我忘了, 有些我却会永远记得。正如, 有旳人曾经是无话不说，最后却无话可说...

13. 每天笑三声：通天，通地，通便~ 好身材___拉出来！

14. 生活就是：生出来,活下去~

15. 我是心眼小，但是不缺，我是脾气好，但不是没有！

喜欢这种感觉

2009-12-04T17:31:00.003+08:00

我发现，我的世界变了。以前的那个我，仿佛已经被我丢了。那个内心世界里，叛逆而带着几分执着的我，那个爱恨分明的我，那个对一切事情都无法释怀的人，仿佛已经无影无踪了。我要改变。这就是我想要的。我要学会坚强但是不能专横跋扈。我要学会谦虚但绝对不能虚伪。我要变得更加勤奋，我要学着去接受我不喜欢的人，我要试着去结交更多的朋友，我要改变那总是对人拒之千里的习惯，我要对身边的每一个朋友微笑，我要感染到他们的快乐，我要活的更快乐，更坚强！我相信我不是那种能被轻易打到的人，我能屈能伸，但并不代表我就要事事忍耐，对于那些打了我一巴掌的人，我绝对会以两倍的力量搧回去。那些过去的人与事，我会让你们成为过去式。我选择我自己的未来，而不是让过去束缚着我。对于那些总是默默在我身边关心我，支持我的人，我对你们感到十分抱歉，因为我那执着的性格，或许我忽略了你们，但是从现在起，我会以双倍的爱来回报你们。我要做自己想做的事，当机会来临时，我一定会鼓起勇气紧紧地抓住它，我再也不会被某些人的冷言冷语而影响。

嗯！从今天起，做幸福的人，面朝大海，春暖花开。

哭~

2009-11-21T23:57:00.002+08:00

哎~ 我很喜欢的一个阿姨走了
而且还是在最后一分钟才知道
连最后一面都没见到本来还想说声再见的
她走了之后日子真的好无聊
虽然有新朋友
不过还是会怀念跟她一起聊天的日子... ...

湖边有颗许愿树

2009-11-04T18:40:00.003+08:00

2009-10-24T14:12:00.002+08:00

该想想了，以后的事，总算要面对的。不管发生什么事，哭也好，笑也好，总得要解决的。或许命运就是这样吧，当你还来不及闪躲的时候，就重重的给你一击。可能会怪自己，骂自己犯贱也好，活该也好，谁叫你犯错了呢？总不能怪别人呀。看来还得再庆祝庆祝，恭喜自己终于有一次不被自己那些所谓的虚伪并讨厌的规则所束缚。毕竟期待了好久，不过最终发现，我还是比较适合继续做个虚伪的人，虽然我并不喜欢，但我只能这么做。那些我周围的人，你们知道么？我就是这么一个人。我是不太可能回到从前那个我了，因为我已经把自己伪装得连真正的自己都找不到了。或许我还会变，至于会怎样，谁也不知道。对于发生过的事，还是不去想了，我还要先想想以后的事再说。

海边`

2009-10-20T21:32:00.005+08:00

最近的生活有点糟、

2009-09-18T20:39:00.007+08:00

My Sunday

2009-07-26T15:57:00.002+08:00

一早起床，匆匆忙忙的洗漱完毕，换好衣服，就出门了。

跟以前的星期天一样，先乘搭166到四马路，照样在10点一刻抵达四马路寺庙。

烧完香，步行到车站，然后从bugis到expo。

在路上的跳蚤市场买了一个泡茶的茶壶+玫瑰花茶，挺不错的样子。

expo的人好多，后来才知道有马来食物展

从expo坐地铁到bugis ，然后转车852 回家。

黑哟黑哟~！

2009-06-30T19:34:00.002+08:00

我真的真的无可救药了

最近疯狂地买书钱包都干瘪了

哎~　可能最近得省吃俭用咯～

呼呼```

我回来了。

2009-06-26T20:57:00.002+08:00

郑重地说一声：“我回来啦！！！”

I'm Going Back

2009-05-26T18:18:00.002+08:00

I’m going home , i mean my home , where all my beloved family members are there.

I have been waiting for a very long time, for this day to come, and now it comes.

How long has it been? 365 days maybe.

Now i'm going to enjoy my life.^^

其实我不孤单

2009-05-21T18:40:00.002+08:00

把心再敞开一点点就能感受到周围的关怀了

先把窗打开让植物被早晨那第一缕阳光触摸

我的心灵此刻已不再紧闭着因为它被一种叫做“爱”的钥匙打开

And I'm Not Alone.

享受那一刻的生活

2009-05-12T19:18:00.003+08:00

为了打开那沉闷已久的心，姑姑决定带我去散心。我本来觉得很没意思的，但想想，也许出去走走也能解解闷。

姑姑带我去到了荷兰村，以前只在电视上听过的地方，这次却终于能够看到庐山真面目了。

荷兰村是一条算是古老的小街，刚踏进这条街，突然有点怀旧的感觉。这里与平时每天看到的新加坡完全不一样。这里有复古的咖啡店，冰激凌店，还有许多一般售卖纪念品的小店。没有了繁荣的街景与吵杂的人们，这里的一切都显得那么惬意，那么宁静。站在这条街里，突然觉得释怀了许多，也许我喜欢的就是这种宁静安详的老街吧。

街的尽头，是一家日本式的咖啡店。里面售卖各种茶点，是个享用下午茶的好地方。坐在木椅上，喝着 Caffe Mocha，吃着蓝莓蛋糕，看着街道三三两两的人们，这个下午，时间停止在这一刻。

喝完下午茶，我们搭乘公车去了 city plaza. 那也是一栋老旧的大厦，里面卖的是物廉价美的物品。在这种老旧的商场逛街，没有了拥挤的人潮，刺耳的音乐，心情也豁然开朗了起来。

Life is just do daily

2009-05-05T21:03:00.003+08:00

It's somewhere over the rainbow ...

Nothing much to talk about

Today is just another 'yesterday' for tomorrow.

But something i want to confess

I'm having a crush on Movies!

Oh My God~

I'm out of control.

I just can't stop myself from falling into it...

我们到底为谁而活？

2009-05-03T23:11:00.002+08:00

我们到底是为了谁而活着呢？为别人？还是为自己？
可能我们都想凭着自己的意志活着，可是我们真的能为自己而活吗？
我们的父母，为了我们而活着，不然的话，我们也许根本就不会存在在这个世界上了。我们为了父母，拼了命的读书，难道我们是为自己而活？
我们不能只想着为自己而活啊。虽然常常会觉得活着毫无意义，因为找不到活着的原因。有时候很想不尽人意，抛开一切，然后解脱。但是我们想要追求的解脱，对别人来说，是一种更大的伤痛。想想，父母为了我们活到今天，努力地工作把我们养大，我们将来会为了我们的后代而努地付出，我们一直都是在为了别人，而努力地活着不是吗？
所以，不要老想着自己的生活怎样的毫无意义，我们不是想要什么就真的能得到的。

话说“新加坡”

2009-04-30T22:31:00.002+08:00

记得某个夜晚，网友突然问起我的居住地，我回答说我在新加坡读书。令我诧异的是，网友居然不知道新加坡这个国家，还一脸疑惑地问：“新加坡在哪里？在中国的哪个地方啊？你告诉我，我去拿地图来好好找一下。”

我一时不知如何回答，但还是很耐性地解释新加坡是东南亚的一个城市岛国。网友一开始还不相信，后来去互联网上查找了一番，才终于相信了我的话。我不禁想，新加坡是个繁荣，属世界上数一数二的国家，为何还有人完全不知道有新加坡这个国家的存在。到底是什么原因呢？我想可能是新加坡太小的原因吧，新加坡总面积699.4平方公里，要是拿出地图来找的话，可能要找老半天才终于找到一个标有“新加坡”的小点。

其实说起新加坡这个国家吧，当初我听妈妈说要来新加坡时，我也歪着脑袋想了很久：“新加坡？在中国的哪个地方呢？”现在想起来还会不禁傻笑。

来到新加坡后，发现这里其实跟中国也没差很多。大街上都是些黑头发，黑眼珠，黄皮肤的人。有时候我甚至还会把新加坡人直接当成是中国人。然而，在新加坡居住久了，自然而然对新加坡也有了更多的了解。与中国最大的不同就是新加坡太小了！最初来到新加坡时，这个国家让我有着强烈的异域感，甚至有时会我还会开始讨厌起这个地方。但是有时候，又不得不爱死这个国家了。新加坡小虽小，但这里的一切都让我觉得我仿佛到了一个一切完美的世界。这里的大街上基本上看不到垃圾，看到的都是垃圾桶。没走不了多远，就能发现一个垃圾桶身影。随时都能找到垃圾桶的感觉，我在那时终于体会到了。新加坡的治安出奇的好，犯罪率低，就算一个人走在街上也会有一种安全感。最让我对新加坡改观的是新加坡人的素质。虽然有时候会遇到不可理喻或让人无语的人，但大多数的新加坡人其实很热心善良，就算是不认识的陌生人，也会伸出援手帮你一把。恻隐之心人皆有之，可能新加坡人的恻隐之心就比别人多了一点点吧。

新加坡人其实很幸福。新加坡政府很会为自己的人民着想，从学生的学费到医药津贴等等都能看出新加坡政府对人民的照顾。这让我不得不佩服新加坡政府真是事事都为人民着想的态度。让我这个外籍学生，也突然好想“成为新加坡公民啊”！

来新加坡已经好几年了，我对新加坡的了解说多不多，说少也不少。只是突然想说说对这个我到现在都还觉得有点陌生的国家的看法而已。除此之外，没有别的了。

Lost

2009-04-26T19:08:00.001+08:00

My strands of thoughts had been woven into rain

That washed away my soul

说唱谁的人生

2009-04-12T20:54:00.003+08:00

我想写一首诗

来赞美这个美丽的世界

就像你的面容那样美

我想唱一首歌

来述说生活的美好

就像花儿受到阳光的触摸般

然而，我想写诗，却无法握起手中的笔

白纸依然还是白纸

然而，我想唱歌，却无法开口

音符停留在唇边

我欲言又止

世界并不是想象中的美好

生活时常充满无奈

我无法写下

也无法唱出

那一首诗，那一首歌

只能诉说真相... ...

、、

2009-04-12T19:26:00.001+08:00

想做点什么、、、

天空白云。

2009-03-09T17:14:00.003+08:00

天空一直爱着云

可是云却追随着风

天空的心里一直有着云的影子

但是云却永远的消失了

天空突然飘起了雨

听，那是天空在低声哭泣...

十二朵

2009-02-21T20:40:00.000+08:00

一朵两朵你还不说爱我

三朵四朵你的脸像苹果

五朵六朵七朵八朵九朵

十朵十一朵我知道你爱着我

你好像是有话要说却不敢看着我

听见是谁在偷笑像天上的云朵

我知道你在想什么却故意不肯说

你的眼神在躲我手里的花却给我

一朵两朵你还不说爱我

三朵四朵你的脸像苹果

五朵六朵七朵八朵九朵

十朵十一朵我知道你爱着我

你总是托朋友来问我算不算试探我

我知道你要什么才故意去闪躲

今天要你亲口告诉我你真的喜欢我

这机会你不要错过其实我在等你说

一朵两朵你还不说爱我

三朵四朵你的脸像苹果

五朵六朵七朵八朵九朵

十朵十一朵第十二朵就是我

Movie

2009-01-30T20:33:00.002+08:00

Today went watched movie with friends

OMG! This is the third time i'm watching movie since last week!

Haiz~ i have not much money left T_T.

Hope that i can get more $$

Haha~

澄清、也许是件好事。

2009-01-27T21:48:00.003+08:00

我一直都没有考虑到你的感受

有时候说了一些话可能伤害到某个人

但是我真的没有想到这些

嗯！以后要多注意点！

但是...

我只是想让身边的人更开心一点

因为沉默真的不好受

我也不喜欢大家都沉默

那种气氛很尴尬让人难受

或许，释怀也是一件好事

以后要继续努力啦！

加油！O(∩_∩)O哈哈~

Movie Moie

2009-01-27T10:43:00.000+08:00

哦耶！~

看电影咯

看电影去咯！

New Year

2009-01-25T14:06:00.002+08:00

It's New Year again

How fast has time passed

Everyone is busily preparing for the new year celebration

But i don't have that HAPPY mood of New Year Celebration.

And i started to miss my mum...

哭着唱歌

2009-01-24T22:32:00.012+08:00

每当夜深人静想起你的时候

眼泪总是忍不住的往下流

我努力的举起你牵过的那双手

擦干眼泪等待时光能倒流

雪花随风飘飘过了我的脸

我依旧对你那么思念

不管我们的爱已经离我有多么远

我对你的爱永远不会改变

<好喜欢这首歌的歌词啊！>

...

2009-01-15T20:51:00.002+08:00

Oh Yea~

all the part Bs passed their prof test and all of us get promoted!

so HAPPY!!!

某种幸福、

2009-01-14T16:21:00.003+08:00

突然觉得自己其实很幸福

每次都把事情想的很悲观

以为自己很可怜

但是换一个角度想想看

其实自己已经很幸运了

世界上还有那么多可怜的人

至少我们不会因为衣食住行而担心

也不会为了面对着随时都会丢掉饭碗的问题而提心吊胆

与其认为自己很倒霉

倒不如对自己说 “还好我不是最倒霉的...”

抉择

2009-01-11T11:22:00.003+08:00

如果没有如果

那该怎么办?

幸好这个世界上还有如果

毕竟

有些时候人真的是太渺小了

毕竟

还是敌不过环境

如果真的不能改变某些事情

那么为何不试着学会改变自己

去学会适应这就是最好的解决方法

如果不能学会适者生存的道理的话

那么就只好弱肉强食了

彷徨

2009-01-10T16:23:00.002+08:00

为什么为什么为什么！

我总是犹豫不决优柔寡断

我真的很想煽我自己一巴掌！

我要改变我自己

我要学会坚定

我要做一个果断的人！

玩音乐的孩子是不会学坏的

2009-01-07T18:34:00.001+08:00

如果这个世界上没了音乐

我想我可能会死掉

音乐已经成了我生命中重要的一部分

我无法失去它因为我已经无法自拔了。。。

+<自我反省>+

2009-01-06T21:36:00.005+08:00

以前我都不知道自己是个怎样的人

嗯、、、现在我要好好想一下了

自己到底是个怎样的人呢？

以下是我反省很久后的结论：

1.沉默
（记得以前的座右铭是：沉默是金！也有可能是不想浪费口水吧、、、）

2.多变
（喜欢变来变去，哎！你们可能会觉得是善变，但我觉得只是不喜欢墨守成规啦。。。）

3.优柔寡断
（嗯···犹豫不决的... 这是个值得思考的问题、、、）

4.面无表情（咳咳~~这个好像不太适合拿来当成形容词）
（领成绩时，旁边的人问：“你怎么会这么冷静！？” 额```其实...我心里紧张的要命！）

5.成熟稳重？
（突然很想老王卖瓜一下嘿嘿~）

嗯、、、其实呢，我觉得我的性格还有很多例如：善良、有爱心、乐于助人...之类的啦＃￥%……&（这里省略一千字），这里就不写了，我怕我写两页都写不完，所以还是把它省略好了（偷笑~ 嘿嘿```）

挣扎。

2009-01-04T17:16:00.003+08:00

我知道在别人的眼里我可能是个很勇敢很坚强的人

但是我知道其实不是那样的

我会为了别人的事勇敢的站出来替别人解决问题

我会教别人怎么学会勇敢

但是我知道

当我面对我自己的时候我只是个懦弱的胆小鬼

遇到问题我可能会选择逃避而并非踊跃一试

甚至连想要装的勇敢一点的勇气都没有

以前的我总是看不起那些胆小懦弱的人

其实真正的弱者是我自己

我应该是感到羞愧的

因为我根本就没有战胜我自己

在勇气面前我选择了放弃！

谁来煽我一巴掌啊~~~~

纠结

2008-12-29T13:38:00.003+08:00

又一次

那深深的不安

还有那浅浅的忧郁

找上了我...

不知道在害怕些什么?

害怕失去还是害怕被遗忘?

不知道 ...

难道现在的人都是这么现实?

还是在这真实的世界

我们都开始学会变得虚伪?

一切, 都是那么的经不起考验...

关于某件事、、

2008-12-14T21:33:00.003+08:00

我爱上了某个人、、、

这就是生活

2008-11-15T01:21:00.004+08:00

记得有人曾经说过

“生”与 “活”是极为简单的两个字

但凑在一起“生活” 却不容易

生活不总是快乐的

但也不总是悲伤的

所以才说“生活”很难被看透

有些人有些事

也总是不能决取于表面

就像人不可貌相那样

总有那么一种人

喜欢把自己的快乐建立在别人的痛苦上

总有那么一种人喜欢让别人的生活变得辛苦

虽然也知道忍一忍咬咬牙就过去了

但是也不可能像说说就算了那样当做一切都没事

可是就算我们再怎么抱怨生活太辛苦

却还是躲不过生活给我们带来的压力

因为生活总是要继续的嘛

阴天

2008-11-11T13:58:00.003+08:00

这两天的天气都阴阴的

昨天下雨了一天的雨

去看爽了听说她在卖软件

所以趁着昨天休假就跑去看了她

她的工作看上去真的好轻松

刚好和我的成对比

等到晚上8点她下班了

我们去到了一条人不怎么多的街

发现了一家卖珍珠奶茶的小店

很喜欢这种像路边摊的小店

因为感觉很温馨至少不会有太多的喧哗

和爽一人买了杯珍珠奶茶后就坐在咖啡点的椅子上

一边聊天一边喝奶茶

今天一早爽就发了一条信息给我

说很喜欢昨天那种感觉

我问是什么感觉她说不知道但应该是那种“甜甜”的感觉

嘿嘿难道和我在一起会让她感到甜甜的？

嘻嘻~ 臭美了...

今天的天气跟昨天一样

也是阴阴暗暗的

但我还是喜欢这种天气

毕竟比艳阳烈日好多了```

相见不如思念

2008-11-10T13:06:00.002+08:00

有时候即使是短暂的不见

也会变成疯狂的想念

但即使是疯狂的想念

却也不能再见 . . .

wonder woman!

2008-11-08T00:48:00.002+08:00

今天打工了12个小时！

破纪录了啦！

经理真的当我是女超人了

做玩这一家又去另外一家帮忙

我的腿都快断了啦！

脚好痛!

呜呜~ T-T

痛苦...

SB！

2008-11-05T00:29:00.003+08:00

我都说了不喜欢那个变态经理了！

真是的！SB一个！欠扁！

本来一个月可是赚700的！偏偏那么犯贱把我们的工作时间减少，工资都减了3分之1！T_T

那两个印度女的吃的那么肥，那么大只佬！却什么都不会做！

工资还照拿！都是从我们的工资里扣掉的啊！T_T

因为那两个印度女的存在，我们每个人都怀着怨恨与不甘工作着！

今天Lido 8 来了3个新员工

那么以后Lido 8 就再也不需我了 —。—

就不能去那里帮忙了好想哭```

在那儿，我过的比较开心...

今天因为有新的员工，所以就负责了教他怎么给客人点餐

然后我的柜台就让他用了一下

然后再然后，点账的时后差钱了、、、

哭、、、T_T

不过Roselle经理人真的好好

她说她会帮我垫上差的钱^^

其实她人真的很好，就是有点喜欢“骚扰”女生...

不知道为什么那么多人都不喜欢她 =_=

还到处说她的坏话！

今天Roselle经理一直拉我的耳朵

再不然就是一直摸我的肚子哈哈！

还在我的脸上亲了一口！额~ 是不是很那个的啊？

可是他们说因为很多人都不喜欢她

所以她可能不久后就要被调到其他的地方去了

又哭、、、T_T

真的不希望她走啊

要是她真的走了，我可能会很舍不得啊！

今天Lido 8 新来了3个男的

有两个都蛮帅的

特别是有一个男的是个混血的！

他的奶奶是个日本人爷爷是个印尼和澳洲的混血儿

他的妈妈又是个华人爸爸是个混血的

所以他身上留的血不太纯！=_=

所以我都叫他“杂菜饭”！

不过人长的是挺帅的—，—

今天也可能是我自打工以来最轻松的一天了

因为有人让我使唤着呢、、、

平时我都得一个人做那么多的事情

要搬冰块还要刷洗东西

今天可以好好的发泄一番

把所有的事情都推给那个男的做

还故意让他没时间休息

要是一看到他有空闲就会故意找些事让他做

结果他气的一直骂我了...

嘿嘿！不过没关系我还是挺爽的！

哎！感觉好像变成了老太婆一样唠叨个不停

打工的漫长日子还有两个月呢

加油啦><

明天又是新的一天！

我腿快断了

2008-11-03T23:47:00.004+08:00

今天在Lido 8 帮忙^^，本来只打工8个小时的，后来一直延后结果到关店了才走-_-。Lido 8 的员工都好好哦，有个Auntie虽然有那么一点点的唠叨，但是她人还算不错^_^，她还替我被那个变态经理骂的事感到愤怒!/!，还说要帮我骂那个经理！嘿嘿→＿←！真的希望Auntie会帮我报仇！还有那个Uncle，人也很好额！不但不会把所有的事情都推给我们做，还会帮我拿冰，教我泡茶还有咖啡。只要我有啥需要帮忙的，他都会帮我咧。还有只要有什么不懂的，他都会告诉我。他们都说那个变态经理很讨人厌！还说下次叫公司去请中国人来做经理，因为华人比较有人情味，也比较勤奋！还说那些菲律宾经理都很大脾气，动不动就拿自己的员工出气。Auntie还说只要那个变态经理不喜欢哪个员工，就会让那个员工去其他的分店帮忙。嘿嘿~　我还纳闷着呢．．．怎么我这两天就刚好被调到Lido 8 的分店呢... 可见那个变态经理讨厌我的程度```嘿嘿~ 不过么有关系︿︿！我可是很享受被调去Lido 8 的呢！因为那儿的经理既不让人讨厌，也不随便骂员工，更何况还有可爱的Auntie和善良的Uncle咧！（嘿嘿，为什么是可爱呢？因为我们都偷偷的把刘海放下来！^O^)

今天又有六个人来应聘，好像只有3个人会来打工额。嘿嘿，真希望明天我也去Lido 8，因为MS可以和帅哥一起工作哦！哎~　说着说着真的好想直接辞掉原先的地方，然后跳槽到Lido去！今天本来是只做8个小时的，但是实在舍不得走，就只好工作到关店咯。走之前，善良的Uncle还给我打包了一盒炸鸡薯条，还特别多加了2只鸡腿和3只炸虾咧！他还让我带了一盒Clam Chowder汤走！呼呼！真是爱死他们了！

今天好累啊！腿快断了！（貌似现在才进入主题．．．-_-）现在都还坐在按摩椅上了，看样子我是不想洗衣服了。

要去睡觉了哈！希望明天还去Lido...

zzzZZZ 睡觉了...

经理有病!

2008-11-03T00:39:00.002+08:00

不知道是不是跟年期到了，男经理的脾气变得不可琢磨。动不动就爱大声责骂人，不管你有没有犯错。妈B的！总有一天他的老板会把他给炒来吃了！

今天又是劳累的一天，不对！是特别累！ｚｚｚＺＺＺ快睡着了．．．

从何开始

2008-11-02T00:47:00.002+08:00

不知道从什么时候开始每天习惯写日志了。记得以前是从来没有写日记的习惯额...可能每天打完工回到家都凌晨1点了，喜欢一边坐在按摩椅上一边拿着笔记本敲打。发现自从打工后，日子就边的好忙碌。早上起床后准备好出门，打完工后回到家就已经快第二天早上了。其实打工也并不是想象中的那么简单，除了忙着应付客人，就是清理东西，一不小心犯了错，就乖乖等着被经理念上个十几分钟。但是站在柜台还有一个好处，就是可以看帅哥！哈哈！今天的帅哥好像比昨天又多呢！每次有帅哥来的时候，我都会叫厨房的人给多点薯条～嘿嘿～

嗯，好累！明天要开会额，7点就要开始，好像只能睡上5个小时了，呼呼zzZZ
　

怎么了、、、

2008-11-01T12:33:00.004+08:00

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听说不久后就要去厨房了...

可是我才刚适应站在柜台

又要被调取厨房呜呜~ 我不是又要从新学了嚒！

辛苦啊！昨天一直被经理骂、、、

没事！大不了就是在厨房里面嘛！

又不是下地狱！（其实两者差不多...）

但是还是要打起信心

因为明天又是新的一天！

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打工、累！

2008-10-31T09:55:00.004+08:00

打工好像没有我想象中的那么简单、、、

犯了差不多有3次错经理的脸色难看到我不想形容了...

明明跟静一起工作

可是一天却见不到几次面

见个面还要偷偷摸摸的

不是我偷偷跑去厨房就是静偷偷跑出来

看来这世界上最遥远的距离不是天与地的距离

而是你就在附近却见不到你

哈哈哈~

打工、累！

2008-10-31T09:55:00.001+08:00

嘎嘎~ 打工```咧、

2008-10-30T12:50:00.002+08:00

哇哈哈~ 我开心死了！

终于可以不用每天呆在家咯~

去打工打工嘿嘿

钞票~　钞票～

__如果、

2008-10-28T21:14:00.002+08:00

喂！你能不能摘下你的面具？

让我把你看的清楚点

喂！如果你摘下你的面具

或许他们就会原谅你

如果，我们都能摘下脸上的面具

或许我们就不需要装地这么辛苦了...

夜，很深。其实很静、

2008-10-28T20:35:00.004+08:00

夜，黑的毫无遮拦

客厅的灯光依然是暗暗的

不是我不想开灯

只是想一个人就这么静静地靠在沙发上

就像夜一样那么静

楼上的琴声

跟黑夜又似乎形成了对比

但更多的只是好奇

那个连琴声都这么忧郁的人

是用怎样的心情弹出这一段失落的旋律

记得有人跟我说过我们是属于不同世界的人

我看着她看了很久想说些什么却又无法开口

也许可能是我默认了说不一定

原来沉默也会使距离变得更远...

Smile:)

The consolation

And now, who should I believe?

Where?

Happy Birthday?

Take me away!

Lemon Tree

温暖，仅只八分钟

A Brand New Start

It's the begining of a new journey

make love with a rat to get a cat

Changeling

Such A Wonderful Day

Let it go with the wind

目标！

The Northern Lights

喜欢这种感觉

哭~

湖边有颗许愿树

海边`

最近的生活有点糟、

My Sunday

黑哟黑哟~！

我回来了。

I'm Going Back

其实我不孤单

享受那一刻的生活

Life is just do daily

我们到底为谁而活？

话说“新加坡”

Lost

说唱谁的人生

、、

天空白云。

十二朵

Movie

澄清、也许是件好事。

Movie Moie

New Year

哭着唱歌

...

某 种 幸 福、

抉择

彷徨

玩音乐的孩子是不会学坏的

+<自我反省>+

挣扎。

纠结

关于某件事、、

这就是生活

阴天

相见不如思念

wonder woman!

SB！

我腿快断了

经理有病!

从何开始

怎么了、、、

打工、累！

打工、累！

嘎嘎~ 打工```咧、

__如果、

夜，很深 。其实很静、

某种幸福、

夜，很深。其实很静、